I have found myself in in a new and unfamiliar place. I have met an amazing person and I’m having trouble navigating these feelings. I have always been attracted to men. I have however, been with women because that was what was expected of me.
This woman I have met has been through so many of the things I have and somehow, it just feels good to be with her. It feels right. I can’t explain it any better than I can understand how this is happening. This is going to be a very unique journey of learning and growing and I don’t honestly know what the outcome is going to be or even what it is supposed to be.
There are so many thoughts racing through my head, she is kind, she is compassionate, she is intelligent, and I find her both emotionally and physically attractive. That last part, the physical attraction is the most confusing thing to me… I’m not attracted to women, but for some reason, this one I am.
I don’t know where this journey will take us but we will take this road together and let it be what it will be.